
(A magyar fordĂtĂĄs lent talĂĄlhatĂł.)
My inner critic was loud and noisy creating turbulence this week when I chose to disrespect my boundaries and ran myself to the ground. I experienced guilt, shame and harsh judgment towards self. I spent every minute with awareness and consciousness paying absolutely little or no attention to the messy mind. Of course I felt yucky. It was 2 very difficult days staying as a silent witness. I took good care of myself, practiced kindness towards me, ate wholesome, nutritious meals. At times like this, I step up my practices. I finally came back to center, peace, joy and bliss.
What is your practice going to be when you notice being overly harsh towards yourself?
My declaration yesterday morning was:
“IÂ love you just the way you are.”
I am learning to accept that I can be imperfect sometimes and this is part of being human. I have placed huge expectations over myself in the past which donât necessarily serve me well. Itâs time to make a change.
Namaste,
Prerna
A belsĆ kritikĂĄm hangos Ă©s zajos volt, turbulenciĂĄt okozott, amikor Ășgy döntöttem nem tisztelem a hatĂĄraimat Ă©s lehĂșztam magam. SzĂ©gyent, bƱntudatot Ă©s kemĂ©ny ĂtĂ©lkezĂ©st tapasztaltam magam felĂ©. Minden pillanatot tudatosan tölöttem el,nem törĆdve a zavaros elmĂ©vel. TermĂ©szetesen undort Ă©reztem. Nagyon nehĂ©z volt 2 napig csendes tanĂșnak maradni. Gondoskodtam magamrĂłl, kedvessĂ©get adtam magamnak, egĂ©szsĂ©ges, tĂĄplĂĄlĂł Ă©teleket ettem. Ilyen idĆkben mĂ©g többet vĂ©gzem a gyakorlataimat. VĂ©gĂŒl visszakerĂŒltem a közzĂ©pontba, bĂ©kĂ©be, örömbe Ă©s boldogsĂĄgba.
Mit fogsz gyakorolni, amikor észre veszed, hogy nagyon kemény vagy magaddal?
Az én nyilatkozatom tegnap reggel ez volt:
“Szeretlek, Ășgy ahogy vagy.”
Tanulom, hogy elfogadjam, nĂ©ha Ă©n is lehetek tökĂ©letlen, ez annak a rĂ©sze, hogy ember vagyok. TĂșl nagy elvĂĄrĂĄsokat ĂĄllĂtottam magammal szemben a mĂșltban, amik nem szĂŒksĂ©gszerƱen szolgĂĄltak. Itt az ideje a vĂĄltozĂĄsnak.
Namaste,
Prerna